Beary died last night.
It was unexpected, most deaths are.
The family was eating at a coffeeshop near the house,i brought beary along,seeing that he's pitiful; always been left alone.
He was sitting perfectly fine,then he leaped off the chair and made for the road. The lorry was driving too fast to spot him, Beary dashed underneath the speeding lorry and was ran over.
I ran to him immediately, he was howling terribly in pain.Carried him, calmed him, repeatedly told him and myself that everything was ok.
My older brother was just behind ,he acted fast, called my mom who's at home.
Im sure he cared about beary though many times he couldn't be bothered to touch him, my brother grew impatiently,pacing up and down.
Beary's heart was beating fast,i was hopeful that hes gonna survive anyway he has cheated death before.Nothing morbid is gonna creep into my head, not that night.
Moments later, his heart stopped. I cried hysterically and ran toward terence(my older brother) knowing that he's gone.He died in my arms.
My mom drove here, all too late.I decided to head for home, its my duty to bury him.
My dad, as usual was insensitive, shouted at me that it was my fault.I know it wasnt.
He's a coward,always the first to judge and push blames/responsibilities.
Awhile ago I was thinking, why does it have to this way?Why did he have to died at the presence of the family,was his time up?
I shan't exalt Beary,it has been done preceding his death.Now i wish to remember the times we had.
http://veganhoe.multiply.com/journal/item/19
http://veganhoe.multiply.com/journal/item/9
To all animal-lovers who have experienced death of a pet,i know how you feel.
Theres a place connected to heaven,its called the Rainbow bridge, where all animals especially those who were dearly missed and loved.......We will meet again.
http://www.indigo.org/rainbowbridge_ver2.html
http://www.petloss.com/poems/maingrp/rainbowb.htm
Aug 11, '05 8:52 AM
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